Gahhh… I read this stuff the next day and it’s just mostly embarrassing.  I can’t believe I shared that.  Ughh… pathetic.

I realize though that embarrassment is one of the reason (OF MANY) that I refuse to return to you all.  The few people that have tried to contact me are really sweet, but what do you say to these people when you’re such a douche?

Ugh, it’s embarrassing.

Well the good news is that you won’t have to hear from me for a few days.  I’m headed for the mountains.

I suppose I have two options – find myself or lose myself.  Hopefully, realization is waiting for me there.  And if not, then the other thing.